Daughter, I will not disappoint. I will not leave. I will not lead you to disaster. I will work out all these plans, and you have nothing to fear.
I see your heart. I know its murmurings, its longings, its desires. I know it so well. And I love it. I love you and all that’s in your heart. Even the bad things.
I love you completely, wholly. I love when you serve me. I love you when you sit, contemplative, and pray. I love when you write, when you use the gifts I’ve given you. It’s my delight to give you gifts.
You are my delight now and always. You can cry. It’s okay. I know it’s overwhelming. My love isn’t like any other. I just want you to know it, daughter. Trust it.
Trust when I speak to you. Write it down. Let this be your calling. You remember how you wanted to hear me? Now you do. This is how. This is how I made you to hear me.
I will always come. I never fail. Just sit still and listen. That’s all you have to do.
There is no hurrying or fearing or rushing with me.
I made you to hold this pen. I made you to write, to share. Trust in where I will bring you. Trust in what I’m doing.
Remember these tears you cried just now, with me beside you, holding you. You’re stronger with me. Your tears make you stronger.
Don’t believe the world. Don’t believe the lies. I am here. I am love. I am with my children all the time. I never leave, never stop. I long for you just as you long for me.
Don’t try to make sense of it all. Just stop and listen and remember. Take your time. Take your time with me.
Don’t be in a hurry to get back to life. This is life. I am life.
Keep writing. Keep going. Keep going forward with me. It’s coming. Restoration and release are coming. Rest in it.
Love, knowing it and trusting it.